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Well.....i m new to da Blogging World....n i dont quite knw wat to write.....ok lemme write about my Bestest frnd....wum i lost touch wid.......im writting abt him cuz i keep thinkin abt him almost all da time......but jus dont hav da courage to call him up (actually i deleted his number in anger n i tried several combinations but turned out to be wrong numbers!) or to go to his place n hug him tight n tell him how much i miss him n how dearly i love him.....

V wer chaddi buddies....in da sense v ve known each other since v wer kids......hes a year elder to me......as far as i remember....i alws liked him.....jus alwz....wen i ws in Sr KG.....wen i was in 4th std.......i don remember a time i thot he was not perfect.......i liked him so much.....i guess he knew dat i really liked him....wen v wer like in 7th o 8th.....but he neva did reciprocate to my feelings........n i was obviously hurt......

Den v wen to college ....n he shifted to another city........he came to my place wenevr he was in town.....n i only became happier seeing him......years passed n he returned bak to mumbai......dis time v really became best of frnz.....thnx to cell phones......v chatted....v msgd almost everyday...n r frndship grew stronger.....i ws happy so happy to hav such a wonderful frnd in my life....

Den eventually he had a gurlfrnd....n i had a boyfrnd.......but v wer still best frnz.......atleast for me....i shard wid him every little thing dat i experienced....dat i felt......he was my best pal....he was all i had......Time jus flew away wen i ws wid him......it was frndship in da purest state.........no matter how sad o depressed i was......his words had this healing power.......i jus felt so nice...so warm......so comfortable by simply sitting wid him on a bench.......i don knw how.....but he alwz sed da rite things at da rite time.......he truly was my Best Frnd......i neva wanted to lose him

But der came a day......wen he jus vanished......days became weeks....n he wud not call.......weeks became months.....n i wondered wat went wrong.......n now its been one n a half year dat v r not tokin to each other.....i miss him......i truly do.......i don knw if he misses me in da same way.......but i don think i can ever meet such a magical person....eva in my Life......

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