Her Vow

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She wanted to make a vow, a promise to herself. Never to succumb to any mans words. She had been fooled, cheated and along the way, been hurt, very deeply. She didn't know what made them do it, what made them break her heart every single time. Could it be vulnerability? Possibly yes. There are some questions of the heart which no one could answer, not even her heart. Despite always being a kind lover, a faithful one what did she get in return. Nothing but, emptiness of the heart. Every time her heart continued to bear the burnt and become shallow, day after day. 

She hoped that she could gather herself and emerge stronger. Not needing a man for her needs. She had always hoped that her man could probably give her the happiness that she was so longing for. But alas, she was wrong. Happiness  is found within and not outside . Her experience had made her so bitter, that even if she wanted to, she could not think happy thoughts about Love. It was all that she had, and now it seemed that she had finally lost.

Desperation makes you do crazy things, and maybe it was her desperation for Love that made her foolishly believe all that was put before her. Never once doubting the intentions of the other. And that, was a grave mistake. She should have put her brain to use, and not just let her heart rule. Love, after all is not the only thing in the world. The sooner you realize the better it is.







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