Sadness

She was experiencing a feeling which she couldn't really explain. She felt cheated, used, and thrown away like a trash. It was a  feeling so despicable. Her thoughts and her feelings continued to torture her, night and day. Was it all just an imagination? Did it really exist? Was anyone truly in Love with her? Questions such as these ran randomly through her head and she searched for answers but found none. No matter how hard she tried to see him as a wretched person, she just couldn't. She couldn't believe that he lied to her, that all that happened was a part of a big game. How could someone who once meant the world to you could suddenly go so far away? She felt anger, immense anger towards that person but it didn't last more than a moment. She was surrounded with all the words that he once said, all the promises he once made, now broken into a thousand pieces.

The question that most tormented her is Why? Why did this happen to them. Why did life have to be so mean so cruel. But then maybe, Life was just testing them, and as destiny had it, they both failed miserably. There was a time, they used to talk all day and all night long. And now, its as if they lived in two different universes. Never before had she felt such pain, such a feeling of void, deep within. Sure she was in Love before, but this seemed to be the real deal. She had thought that this was it. This was her destiny, their destiny. But how wrong was she.

Whom does she really blame? Herself, for being so naïve or him to have played with her feelings? Maybe it wasn’t really love, it was just her dying need to be under someone's care and comfort. Maybe she was only looking for a strong shoulder. But what she doesn't understand is the fact that why cant she seem to move on? When he clearly had. They say if two people want to be together, they will be, no matter what the circumstances. And, its only clear that he, perhaps, never wanted her in the first place. It must have been Love, but its over now.

And just like every other person she had Loved dearly, he too left her. Maybe this was their Destiny, this  was the destiny of the soul mates that they were.